Sahaj Experience of Bindu Ajit
This incident occured in the year 2004 when we went to India for holidays During our stay with my mother[ who is an ardent devotee of Krishna] we used to do daily meditation, foot soaking etc. As such, we had shifted from the normal routine of reciting the Vishnu Sahasranama (1000 names of Vishnu) in the mornings as instructed by my mother. My mother had some apprehensions about the same but never revealed it.
We had the habit of visiting an astrologer every vacation.This is because the astrologer to whom we used to consult is very famous in our area and most of the events he foretold in the past have come true. Though I was not so keen to go to the astrologer after coming to sahaj I had to accompany them but prayed to Sree mataji and put bandhan before leaving the house.
The astrologer after having a look at my husbands horoscope arranged his Kavidis(these are small shell beads) based on the stars, date of birth, time of birth etc. He then pronounced that my husband is not very satisfied with his present job and he has not yet got what we deserves because the star which is corresponding to lord Vishnu is hidden and not pleased. I told him that what he said may be true but we are content with what we have now.[ I said so because our outlook has completely changed after coming to Sahaj and had the confidence in Supreme Lord Father that he will take care of us] At this moment my mothers suppressed feelings sprang alive and she said that we are not reciting vishnu sahsranama nowadays and are doing something else thats why LordVishnu is not happy. I told the astrologer " what my my mother said is partially true because I have changed the method of praying that's it but I don't think that Vishnu can be unhappy because we do pray to all the gods daily." At this point also we didn't say anything about sahajmeditation or about Sreemataji. The astrologer after listening to both parties [my nother and myself] pondered for a while and laid down his shells again saying he will see for himself what we are doing now and whether its effective or not. The astrologer started saying the sloka which ends with words meaning let the truth be seen let the truth be seen let the truth be seen................my heart was drumbeating I called sree Mataji and tried to go in to meditative mood.
The astr. after arranging his kavidis and calculating asked us " What you are doing , is it something related to Devi......? I thought for a while and replied " Hm..Devi..... we can say Adi Sakthi...."At this the astro. was overjoyed at his findings and said in a very elated manner ' its not just any sakthi it's the mahasakthi it's ....its [and then he took a few names of devi from devimahatmyam and said] its all these sakthis put together and I can see the Sannidhyam [ the presence] of that sakthi with you so do not change your path go ahead and you will definitely get what you are wishing". He then turned to my mother and told her " do not worry about children they are not doing anything wrong but they are into something which is much much above our expectations". Then he told us " I don't know who is your Guru but whoever he is he is a person of great powers". At his point we gave him a brief summary of SreeMataji and Sahajayoga .My mother still enquired as to what pooja we should offer to lord Vishnu to please the lord. He then pacified my mother that we have transcended the stage of normal people and told us to pray to lord Vishnu in whatever way we consider it most appropriate. He also said that all this rites has to be followed by normal people and not for us . He told us whenever Sahajayoga is going to be started in the town he would also like to learn it.This was an eye opener to the reality or truth about SreeMataji not only for our mother but for us too.It was nothing less than a miracle to hear a person, who has never heard of Shree Mataji or Sahajayoga describing Shreemataji as the power of all sakthis. And today by Matajis grace both my mother and sister are doing Sahajayoga. A very experienced sahajayogini visited my house and gave realization to my mother and she is working towards starting a center at our place with the help of other Sahajayogis.
We thank our loving mother for all her love and compassion bestowed upon our family, for which we always want to remain as mere dust at her lotus feet.
JaiSreeMataji
Bindu Ajit
We had the habit of visiting an astrologer every vacation.This is because the astrologer to whom we used to consult is very famous in our area and most of the events he foretold in the past have come true. Though I was not so keen to go to the astrologer after coming to sahaj I had to accompany them but prayed to Sree mataji and put bandhan before leaving the house.
The astrologer after having a look at my husbands horoscope arranged his Kavidis(these are small shell beads) based on the stars, date of birth, time of birth etc. He then pronounced that my husband is not very satisfied with his present job and he has not yet got what we deserves because the star which is corresponding to lord Vishnu is hidden and not pleased. I told him that what he said may be true but we are content with what we have now.[ I said so because our outlook has completely changed after coming to Sahaj and had the confidence in Supreme Lord Father that he will take care of us] At this moment my mothers suppressed feelings sprang alive and she said that we are not reciting vishnu sahsranama nowadays and are doing something else thats why LordVishnu is not happy. I told the astrologer " what my my mother said is partially true because I have changed the method of praying that's it but I don't think that Vishnu can be unhappy because we do pray to all the gods daily." At this point also we didn't say anything about sahajmeditation or about Sreemataji. The astrologer after listening to both parties [my nother and myself] pondered for a while and laid down his shells again saying he will see for himself what we are doing now and whether its effective or not. The astrologer started saying the sloka which ends with words meaning let the truth be seen let the truth be seen let the truth be seen................my heart was drumbeating I called sree Mataji and tried to go in to meditative mood.
The astr. after arranging his kavidis and calculating asked us " What you are doing , is it something related to Devi......? I thought for a while and replied " Hm..Devi..... we can say Adi Sakthi...."At this the astro. was overjoyed at his findings and said in a very elated manner ' its not just any sakthi it's the mahasakthi it's ....its [and then he took a few names of devi from devimahatmyam and said] its all these sakthis put together and I can see the Sannidhyam [ the presence] of that sakthi with you so do not change your path go ahead and you will definitely get what you are wishing". He then turned to my mother and told her " do not worry about children they are not doing anything wrong but they are into something which is much much above our expectations". Then he told us " I don't know who is your Guru but whoever he is he is a person of great powers". At his point we gave him a brief summary of SreeMataji and Sahajayoga .My mother still enquired as to what pooja we should offer to lord Vishnu to please the lord. He then pacified my mother that we have transcended the stage of normal people and told us to pray to lord Vishnu in whatever way we consider it most appropriate. He also said that all this rites has to be followed by normal people and not for us . He told us whenever Sahajayoga is going to be started in the town he would also like to learn it.This was an eye opener to the reality or truth about SreeMataji not only for our mother but for us too.It was nothing less than a miracle to hear a person, who has never heard of Shree Mataji or Sahajayoga describing Shreemataji as the power of all sakthis. And today by Matajis grace both my mother and sister are doing Sahajayoga. A very experienced sahajayogini visited my house and gave realization to my mother and she is working towards starting a center at our place with the help of other Sahajayogis.
We thank our loving mother for all her love and compassion bestowed upon our family, for which we always want to remain as mere dust at her lotus feet.
JaiSreeMataji
Bindu Ajit
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